hey im really bored n sad listenin to this song that ive been thinkin about..its by avril lavinge i kno yall probly say shes a poser n all that but i dont kare keep ur thoughts to urself..well im going to sing it 4 u..

You held my hand and walked me home, I know

While you gave me that kiss it was something like this, it made me go ooh ooh

You wiped my tears, got rid of all my fears y did u have to go?

Guess it wasnt enough to take up someone but love cuz your so hard to trust

Did I not tell u that im not like that girl the one who gives it all away?

Did you think that i was gonna give up to u, this time?

Did u think that it was somethin i was gonna do, and kry?

Dont try to tell me what to do.

Dont try to tell me what to say.

Your better off that way yea

Dont think that your charmin

The fact the your arm is now around my neck.

Get you into my pants,Ill have to kick your ass

And make you never forget.

I'm gonna ask you to stop i thought i liked you a lot

But I'm really upset.

Get out of my head, get off of my bed, yea that's what I said!

Did I not tell you that I'm not that girl, the one who throws it all away?

*not the whole song but i dont feel like typin out the rest*

im just gunna go kry now

sunday was awesome..at the dance me and kayla were trying to hook up stewart and jessica ...so we walked over to stewart and asked him if he wuld dance with jessica and he was all like "nooo i cant dance" and stuff but iono what happened cuz when the slow dance part was on i looked over and saw them dancing and she likes him so...anyways we got to play murder with jessica kristen courtney kayla shilyn christine kaitlyn laney kaitlyn luster ally ashleigh and other ppl but i 4got them ..sorry if i 4got u and ur reading this lol  its at jackson memorial and they turn out all the lights and if the people give u an ace card thn u go around killing ppl not 4real kill though well we played that like twice and then we had to play this lil hot potatoe thing..and first it landed on kristen (she brought me to it) and then they say "ok kristen now u have to pick something out of this bag and eat a half of a spoon full of it" and kristen was like "oh god...whats in here....?" then she reached inside of the bag and pulled out a jar of baby food!-green pea baby food or somethin like that so the guy gave her a spoon and she ate it... and i was about to sit out but i didnt ..(i dono y but i shuldve had) b/c the next thing that happened ..he stopped the music on me and everybody looked at me and i was soooo disgusted to know that i had to eat some baby food thats probly pasted its expiration date...nasty..but i went over there reached into the bag and got some liverworst thing! ewwww! i cant believe i ate that ..i pretended to swallow it and then spit it out right inn the trash and took a drink...kayla was laughin at me but the funny thing about that is it landed on her next! haha! but she was lucky and got bananna baby food or something lol and jessica was after that and she got peaches baby food...they were luckylol ok anyways back to stewart and jessica..we called him up and told him to come chill with us at the church so he came and we all played murder together and they were flirtin with eachother and holding hands and stuff awwe they r soo cute together u gotta see them cuz they r both short 4 their age (no offense yall) lol but it was great cuz the next day he asked her out! yes! success!

A couple of wednesdays ago i went to pinecrest church and they had game night and we played this game...lol...iono what its called but u had to volunteer b4 u knew what u wer playin so blaire and brian were one of the people who volunteered and they cut out a hole of a trash kan bag (4 brian's head) and they slipped it on him and told him to lay down oh yea and they put a blind fold over him they told blaire to stand up on a chair dip a marshmallow bunny in chocolate and throw it in brians mouth--(this was hard)..well when they called time every1 had chocolate all over their faces and the trash bags that were over themlol the second game we played was called who let the dogs out or somethin and one person crawled on their hands and knees like a dog with a dog treat in their mouth and they had to crawl like a couple yards w/o dropping it and drop it in a bucket and then the next person in line goes ...i dont remember who won that but the dog biscuits tasted goodhaha yum! The next game we played ..we had to stand in line and run to the other side of the room and take out something out of a bag and eat the whole thing...luckily..my turn i got ..baby food lol and i almost threw up ..my breath smelt like banannas then cuz thats what flavor it was lol the other part is that we didnt win but its all good b/c the next game we won... me and rita were partners and i had 2 stuff as much hot tomallies in her mouth until she said chubby chuawa or however u spell it lol it was funny cuz every1 had their mouths full screaming chubby chuauwa! chubby chuawa! we won with 14! OH YEA but what was even funnier was that jeff didnt tell them till after they had those hot tomallies in their mouths that red gooze was goin to come out of their mouths LMAO! everybody who ate them were over trash cans spittin that shit out it was soo funny! later after all the games this guy named kasey stole my purse and he took it home with him and stole 20$ out of it!!i was soo pissed that he hasnt came back since that day and he still hasnt given it back!!I HATE KASEY!!!!!!!grrr DAMNIT

Xanga

hey this christmas was awesome!! by the way i looovve these smileys!  anyways...today i woke up and i got a kareoke machine alot of chocolate a new bike a new playstation 2 and a new tv with a DVD player built in it  oh yea in the picture thats me standin next to my DVD player but it got cut out b/c my sister takes pictures rongoh well thats okayttyl

-Melissa